Start new patterns

ARE YOU FACED WITH CROSSING THE JORDAN OR TO START NEW PATTERNS

When I came to Mexico, I had retirement in my mind.  The thing is there is no such thing as retirement.  You are either moving forward and expanding, or you are in a dead end and ready to leave this plain we call Earth.  

When my husband and I came, it wasn't all sunny beaches in our relationship and even though we brought only two suitcases each, we were carrying a lot of other baggage.   I ask you, what are you still carrying? All the emotional baggage you may have healed or not healed.  This was made very evident to me as I had some emotional anger that I denied, and some inner child wounds that I didn't want to really admit or even look at.  I had done a bunch of shadow work before we came but you're like an onion with many layers to uncover.  Layers upon layers, deeply buried where you thought no one could see them, including yourself.  

I remember seeing this magazine photo that showed this couple walking down a dusty road and a man that resembled Jesus following behind carrying lots of luggage, I realize this was the couple's baggage that they had not dealt with or had not let go and forgiven, and they were so far out in front of Jesus that they didn't even know they were carrying all this stuff, all the stuff he died for.   I cut that picture out and kept it for many years and had just gotten rid of it when we came to Mexico.  

At first nothing changed when we arrived, my old normal patterns of doing life...not a human being enjoying life...but doing life, dealing with the same old ways of not dealing with the truth inside, not expanding with joy.  God seemed to be constantly talking to me about expansion with joy, only most of the time I wasn't listening.  It was like being a ghost in my own body.  It was like I was sleepwalking through life.  

Sometimes we are so good at pretending.  Giving a show.  Expressing a false self by walking in lies of our own making, trying to keep the peace even if all of that is slowly killing you.  

Well...if you don't get the message that God is trying to convey to you...to change or shift your patterns, then sometimes drastic measures are needed.  You know the ones, you get sick, you get in an accident, things start falling a part in your household, in your family, things become monotonous, the spark leaves life and you find yourself faced with either change or your journey is over, your mission or purpose is incomplete and it's time to go. 

That's exactly what happened...I got a wakeup call.  I had been having them for years. How about you?  Have you been getting messages to wake up? Cancer was one of mine, still didn't cause me to change or at least not fully enough.  There were various ailments within my body that were telling me to I needed a cleanse, a releasing of toxins and thoughts that I was keeping and holding onto that were slowly poisoning my peace, my joy, and that I was actually causing my own self to suffer.  Later on I found out that I even gave myself the cancer, you might not believe that but I realize that all that stuff, all the worry, all the pain of heartbreak, all the lies you have been telling yourself, all the ways we hold on to betrayals, all the times we were manipulated, all the ways we chose to hurt ourselves physically and verbally and how we feed the pain with drugs and alcohol and it just seems it's a never ending loop we can get stuck in.  This is the baggage.

My first year in Mexico and I was gifted with a Near Death Experience that was a wakeup call for sure.  A few weeks after this NDE message I get to experience another message as my soul decides to exit this earth plain again, I have no say in the matter as my soul begins to leave.    Apparently, I didn't get the first message in way that shifted me into a new patten of living. I do remember the message...Do you want to live?  If you do want to live, then get on with the experience of living.  What does this experience of living look like to you?

There is a cord that attaches the astral body to the physical body this is an energetic cord that we all have on this frequency we call earth.  When you have a Near Death Experience depending on where you are energetically or vibrationally and what we believe, we have an experience that mirrors that.  You have heard of some reports by people that they traveled down a tunnel of light.  When near death happens, this is a dying, but the person doesn't complete the process.  I have been shown that if one continues toward the light and enters it, this energetic cord is dissolved, and one has crossed over or gone through the veil of light.  

  My own experience was like I went to a waiting area, a place where it was super peaceful and I was just floating around.  It was a place of pure love. Ernie my husband said I mentioned my mom as I returned.  When you have this experience, it can then alter the projection of one's life and as it should.  In my particular case, about three weeks later I found myself leaving again and I was unable to stop the going.  Thankfully Ernie my husband threw a glass of water on me to stop the process.  The thing is I realized, my guides and guardians were trying to change the projectory (project and trajectory) of my life path.  I had been on a path that led to a dead end, no pun intended.  So, something like this experience that happens to you can really shake up your thinking.  The idea is to shift one's heart mindset into creating new patterns.  

Since those wake-up calls, every time I have been going in the wrong direction or getting off track it's been made very clear that I have a mission or purpose to fulfill and to about face, create a new pattern of living and go in way that is beneficial to it.  

This has led me to stop drinking and partaking in experiences that will hurt my spirit, mind and body.  It has helped me to make better decisions about my diet, led me to yoga, walking, and other types of exercise.   It has also led me to seek out all different kinds of healing modalities and even become certified in some like Reiki, and sound healing.  I have also been encouraged to try vibrational sound healing which led me to having my own Quantum healing table with Vibro Acoustic Sound and crystal therapy that I can share with others. 

I have been fascinated ever since the NDE with the other side.  I am ferocious is my pursuit of learning about channeling, hypnosis regression, reading ever book and listening to others that have gone through these experiences and to people whose lives have completely changed because they said yes and went down a rabbit hole because all of a sudden in their lives they are hearing from beyond this world and getting messages to share with the masses.  

What I have found is we are Artists of Reality.  We came here to create, co-create with the great creator.  You are, and every one of us have come here to become sculptors of experience.  We are the poets of the quantum field and the physical dimension. We are all frequency artists because we are energy...we are creators of something whatever you may be creating, and we are in the frequencies of our creations.  

Today I ask you my friend, what are you creating?  Are you listening to your still quiet inner voice? Listen deeply and make the adjustments that you feel are needed.  Is it that job you dread going to each day?  Have you been feeling like you're supposed to make a move, sell your house?  Have you always wanted to become an artist?  Take the necessary next right steps however small those first steps are.  If you are doing something that is hurtful to yourself or to another, about face and go in another direction.  If you have baggage no matter how small or how deep, find the help you need to let it go.  If your friends or so-called friends don't lift you up or believe in your success it's time to wave good-bye and make some new ones who do really care about you.  If you're in a marriage that doesn't feel empowering or beneficial for your expansion with joy, then ask yourself what it would be like to have a relationship that does meet your needs and that does create an expansion within you.  You're not really living if you continue to live in mediocrity, if you keep looking for the rainbow outside your window and even when you see it, you never want to leave the house of lies.  Fear is false evidence appearing real, you keep hoping for change, but it never happens because we never take the next right step.  

I am constantly facing all of these truths myself, and God is asking me to shift my position and use a new compass that changes my patterns.  If this resonates, feel free to reach out and we can have a chat.  

A note on the Art side of things...I continue to grow and face challenges to overcome.  I am just finishing up another new painting and will present it all to you next month.  

Remember you are the light of love, so don't let this life dim your light, shift your patterns so your light will shine brilliantly!  Then you'll be a world changer.  

Be liquid love and splash all over, Johanna
​See you all next month

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